Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Awesome Video that I can really relate to.
Hope you enjoy it too!
Friday, October 12, 2007
A Doctor Speaks Out About Chemtrails,Victoria Hardy - March 3, 2007
FOUR Ongoing Projects in our atmosphere-
"The FIRST project is an effort to block the rays of the sun from
hitting the earth including the ultra violet radiation that will come
through without an adequate layer of ozone in the upper regions above
the earth. This, it is hoped, will lower temperature on the surface
of the earth and block ultra violet radiation from causing skin
cancer in humans. The aerosol is probably aluminum oxide or a
compound that would have similar properties."
"The SECOND and most secretive project is the United States Navy's,
RFMP, Radio Frequency Mission Planner, military program." the aerosol
sets up an electrical and chemical environment that supports RF
ducting for the RFMP / VTRPE warfare system. Fibers with barium may
support ducting."- mixture of barium salt aerosol
"The THIRD project also utilizes the mixture of barium salts in the
atmosphere. Weather control is a project of the U.S. Air Force and
utilizes Nikola Tesla concepts of radio frequency radiation (HAARP)
against the ionosphere above the earth.
Fragile life support systems in our environment are being
manipulated, tested and altered by government for military advantage
" Perfected weather control technology will enable a military to
withhold rain, cause floods, cause drought, cause storms, withhold
sunshine, damage food crops, and bring any country to its knees
without firing a shot."
"The FOURTH project in the atmosphere is the DARPA, Defense Advanced
Research Projects Agency, biological detection and decontamination
"The programs are secret because the Federal EPA and State
Environmental Quality Agencies need to "not know" about what the by-
products of the metabolites of biological, illegal and harmful agents
are. It's for that reason the project has been declared secret from
the citizens of the countries." - "It is believed that barium salt,
polymer fibers and other chemicals, in the atmosphere are the
physical irritants that are either directly or indirectly
responsible, for the recent epidemic increase in cases of nose bleed,
asthma, allergies, pneumonia, upper respiratory symptoms and a
noticeable increase in arthritis symptoms, recently reported
nationwide. - The soluble salts of barium, an earth metal, are toxic
in mammalian systems. They are absorbed rapidly from the
gastrointestinal tract and are deposited in the muscles, lungs, and
Chemicals illegally sprayed into the atmosphere are producing
atmospheric and ground conditions detrimental to human and animal
health but favorable to the growth of harmful molds and fungus
Dr. McKay can be reached at this email address:
January 16, 2007 -
January 26, 2007- Got Strange Clouds?
The High Frequency Active Auroral Research Program
Chemtrails and Spirituality - February 6, 2007
meteorologist Scott Stevens at WeatherWars. info -
In a message dated 3/23/2007 10:35:21 P.M. Pacific Standard Time,
story4you@earthlink .net writes:
http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=lBjDSNWiuKQ
Stop Spraying Us
http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=o2BgGlpBVew
http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=9Xcf84CFEKQ
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Sunday, September 23, 2007
Didn't know what time it was the lights were low oh how
I leaned back on my radio oh oh
Some cat was layin down some rock n roll lotta soul, he said
Then the loud sound did seem to fade a ade
Came back like a slow voice on a wave of phase ha hase
That werent no d.j. that was hazy cosmic jive
Theres a starman waiting in the sky
Hed like to come and meet us
But he thinks hed blow our minds
Theres a starman waiting in the sky
Hes told us not to blow it
Cause he knows its all worthwhile
He told me:
Let the children lose it
Let the children use it
Let all the children boogie
I had to phone someone so I picked on you ho ho
Hey, thats far out so you heard him too! o o
Switch on the tv we may pick him up on channel two
Look out your window I can see his light a ight
If we can sparkle he may land tonight a ight
Dont tell your poppa or hell get us locked up in fright
Theres a starman waiting in the sky
Hed like to come and meet us
But he thinks hed blow our minds
Theres a starman waiting in the sky
Hes told us not to blow it
Cause he knows its all worthwhile
He told me:
Let the children lose it
Let the children use it
Let all the children boogie
Starman waiting in the sky
Hed like to come and meet us
But he thinks hed blow our minds
Theres a starman waiting in the sky
Hes told us not to blow it
Cause he knows its all worthwhile
He told me:
Let the children lose it
Let the children use it
Let all the children boogie
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Friday, September 14, 2007
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Last updated at 09:12am on 26th July 2007
A crowd of 100 stunned stargazers brought a town centre to a standstill when five mysterious UFOs were spotted hovering in the sky.
Drinkers spilled out of pubs, motorists stopped to gawp and camera phones were aimed upwards as the five orbs, in a seeming formation, hovered above Stratford-Upon-Avon for half an hour.
The unidentified flying objects lit up the otherwise clear night sky above Shakespeare's birthplace in Warwickshire on Saturday.
Although Air Traffic Control reported no unusual activity, some witnesses were convinced they were witnessing an extra-terrestrial spectacle.
Crowds gathered to gawp at the strange lights that hovered silently over Stratford for 30 minutes
The strange episode started just after 10.30pm, when the lights were seen hovering slowly over the town before three of them formed a triangular shape with one positioned just to the right.
A few minutes later a fifth came into view travelling towards the others at breakneck speed before slowing down and stopping a short distance away.
Sceptics dismissed the UFOs as nothing more than hot air balloons, fireworks or even lanterns which had broken loose from a local rugby club.
Others, however, claimed the speed and agility of the objects was unlike any known aircraft and said the odd movement, lack of noise and the length of time in the air discounted any man-made explanation.
Tom Hawkes, who captured these amazing images, spotted the lights during his girlfriend Kate Lyall's birthday at the One Elm pub.
He and the 15 other revellers were in the bar when they spotted some commotion outside.
Tom, 30, said: "We walked outside and there was at that time a growing crowd of about 60 people looking up at something in the sky.
"I saw this light appear, then three others. They came over our heads in formation but then manouvered into different positions.
"Three had formed a triangular shape and one was to the right. Then another one came hurtling towards the rest at what looked like a very fast speed. But as it neared them it suddenly slowed and stopped altogether.
"By this time more people had poured out onto the street. Two pubs had emptied, some people had come out of their houses and drivers slowed their cars.
Were flying saucers like this one hovering over Stratford under the cover of darkness?
"The objects were there for about half an hour. It was very eerie because they didn't make any sound and they stayed still before moving slowly beyond the horizon. There were no stars in the sky, just them.
"It was the most extraordinary thing I've ever seen and the way in which everyone gathered in the street to watch them reminded me of a scene from Independence Day."
The extraordinary scenes were also witnessed by some of the staff of the One Elm pub.
Chef Kern Griffiths, 26, said: "I saw five lights, we all thought they were hot air balloons at first because the glowing spheres looked like a burst of flames. But I couldn't see any outline of the balloon itself and they were travelling far too fast.
"Suddenly someone shouted 'look' and there were these bright dots fizzing across the sky.
"It was weird, they way they moved did look alien. Some people reckon they're fireworks but they were lit up in the sky for far too long, the local rugby club say they were lanterns that blew loose over the weekend but these objects were far too fast and too high up.
"They were unlike any aircraft I've seen. It's a mystery."
Hillary Potter from The British Earth Aerial Mystery Society (BEAMS) said they were being inundated with similar calls from across the country but said it was rare for such phenomena to be witnessed by so many people.
She said: "Such incidents have been on the increase recently. There are reports at the moment coming in from all over the country.
"We've had many reports of people seeing quite large unidentified objects in the skies. It's not going away, It seems these incidents are becoming more bold.
"People don't know what to do when they witness such sights and that's what we're here for. We take the reports very seriously."
A Mod Spokesman said: "The MoD does not have any expertise or role in respect of UFOs or flying saucer matters or to the question of the existence of extra terrestrial life forms, about which we remain totally open minded.
"I should add that to date the MoD knows of no evidence which substantiates the existence of these alleged phenomena. The MoD examines any reports of unidentified flying objects it receives solely to establish whether what was seen might have some defence significance.
"Namely whether there is any evidence that the UK air space might have been compromised by hostile or unauthorised foreign military activity.
"Unless there is evidence of a potential threat to the United Kingdom from an external military source, and to date no UFO report has revealed such evidence, we do not attempt to identify the precise nature of each sighting reported to us.
"We believe that rational explanations such as aircraft lights or natural phenomena could be found for them if resources were diverted for this purpose but its not the function of the MoD to provide this kind of aerial identification service."
Frankie Spray, from Wellesbourne Airfield, just outside Stratford, added: "The lights were nothing to do with us. None of our aircraft fly at night at this time of year.
"It's very bizarre but I've got no explanation as to what the lights were."
Birmingham Air Space which covers the skies over the town said they had not heard of any unusual activity showing up on the radar.
Friday, July 20, 2007
The good 'ole days :)
Monday, July 2, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
The light of idealism gleamed in his eyes as Dr. Alberto Villoldo
described how an earthquake in 1949 underneath a monastery near
Cuzco, Peru, had rent the ground asunder, exposing an ancient Incan
temple of gold. This fulfilled a sign that the prophecies of Mosoq,
the "time to come," were now to be shared with the modern world.
Dr. Villoldo, a psychologist and medicinal anthropologist, has lived
among and trained with the Q'ero shamans and has played a key role in
bringing their ritual and prophecy to the awareness of the modern
world. The Q'ero are the last of the Incas -- a tribe of 600 who
sought refuge at altitudes above 14,000 feet in order to escape the
conquering conquistadors. For 500 years the Q'ero elders have
preserved a sacred prophecy of a great change, or "pachacuti," in
which the world would be turned right-side-up, harmony and order
would be restored, and chaos and disorder ended.
The Q'ero had lived in their villages high in the Andes in virtual
solitude from the world until their "discovery" in 1949. In that
year, Oscar Nuñez del Prado, an anthropologist, was at a festival in
Paucartambo, in southern Peru, when he met two Indians speaking
fluent Quecha, the language of the Incas. The first Western
expedition to the Q'ero villages then occurred in 1955.
Four years later, at the annual Feast of The Return of the Pleiades
taking place in the Andes, the gathering of 70,000 pilgrims from
South America were awed, and the crowd parted to let the Q'ero,
unannounced and wearing the Incan emblem of the sun, make their way
forward to the mountain top to make known that the time of the
prophecies was at hand. They were welcomed by the assembly and were
told, "We've been waiting for you for 500 years." Recently, Q'ero
elders journeyed to North America in fulfillment of their prophecies.
In November 1996, a small group of Q'ero, including the tribal leader
and the head shaman, visited several cities in the US, including New
York, where they performed a private ceremony at the Cathedral of St.
John the Divine. The shamanic ritual had not been performed for 500
years. But in the very home of those who symbolized the former
conquerors of their Incan ancestors they shared their ritual and
knowledge, not only with interested Westerners who were learning
their ways, but also with the Dean of the great cathedral, thereby
symbolically and spiritually linking the two continents of North and
According to ancient prophecy, this is the time of the great
gathering called the "mastay" and reintegration of the peoples of the
four directions. The Q'ero are releasing their teachings to the West,
in preparation for the day the Eagle of the North and the Condor of
the South (the Americas) fly together again.
They believe that "munay,"
love and compassion,
will be the guiding force of this great
gathering of the peoples.
The new caretakers of the Earth will come from the West, and those
that have made the greatest impact on Mother Earth now have the moral
responsibility to remake their relationship with Her, after remaking
themselves," said Don Antonio Morales, a master Q'ero shaman. The
prophecy holds that,
- North America will supply the physical strength, or body;
- Europe will supply the mental aspect, or head;
- and the heart will be supplied by South America.
When the Spanish conquered the Incas 500 years ago, the last
pachacuti, or great change, occurred. The Q'ero have been waiting
ever since for the next pachacuti, when order would emerge out of
chaos. For the past five centuries they preserved their sacred
knowledge, and finally, in recent years, the signs were fulfilled
that the great time of change was at hand:
- the high mountain lagoons have dried,
- the condor is nearly extinct
- and the discovery of the Golden Temple has occurred, following the
earthquake in 1949 which represented the wrath of the sun.
The prophecies are optimistic. They refer to the end of time as we
know it -- the death of a way of thinking and a way of being, the end
of a way of relating to nature and to the earth.
In the coming years, the Incas expect us to emerge into a golden age,
a golden millennium of peace. The prophecies also speak of tumultuous
changes happening in the earth, and in our psyche, redefining our
relationships and spirituality. The next pachacuti, or great change,
has already begun, and it promises the emergence of a new human after
this period of turmoil. The chaos and upheaval characteristic of this
period will last another four years, according to the Q'ero.
The paradigm of European civilization will continue to collapse, and
the way of the Earth people will return. Even more importantly, the
shamanic elders speak about a tear in the fabric of time itself. This
presents an opportunity for us to describe ourselves not as who we
have been in the past but as who we are becoming.
Pachacuti also refers to a great Incan leader who lived in the late
1300s. He is said to have built Machu Picchu and was the architect of
an empire the size of the US. For the Incas, Pachacuti is a spiritual
prototype -- a Master, a luminous one who stepped outside of time. He
was a messiah, but not in the Christian sense of the only son of God,
beyond the reach of humanity. Rather he is viewed as a symbol and
promise of who we all might become. He embodies the essence of the
prophecies of the pachacuti, as Pacha means "earth" or "time," and
cuti means "to set things right." His name also means "transformer of
The prophecies of the pachacuti are known throughout the Andes. There
are those who believe the prophecies refer to the return of the
leader Pachacuti to defeat those who took the Incas' land. But
according to Dr. Villoldo, the return of Pachacuti is taking place on
the collective level. "It's not the return of a single individual who
embodies what we're becoming, but a process of emergence available to
The Q'ero have served as the caretakers of the rites and prophecies
of their Inca ancestors. The prophecies are of no use unless one has
the keys, the rites of passage. The Star Rites, or "Mosoq Karpay"
(The Rites of the Time to Come), are crucial to the practical growth
described in the prophecies. Following the "despachos" (ritualistic
offerings of mesa, or medicine bundles) at the ceremony in New York
City, the shamans administered the Mosoq Karpay to the individuals
present, transmitting the energies originating with the ancestors of
their lineage. The transmission of the Mosoq Karpay is the ceremony
representing the end of one's relationship to time. It is a process
of the heart.
This process of Becoming is considered more important than the
prophecies themselves. The Karpay (rites) plant the seed of
knowledge, the seed of Pachacuti, in the luminous body of the
recipient. It is up to each person to water and tend the seed so that
it can grow and blossom. The rites are a transmission of potential;
one must then make oneself available to destiny. The Karpays connect
the person to an ancient lineage of knowledge and power that cannot
be accessed by the individual. It can only be summoned by a tribe.
Ultimately, this power can provide the impetus for one to leap into
the body of an Inca, a Luminous One. That person is connected
directly to the stars, the Incan Sun of cosmology. The Q'ero believe
that the doorways between the worlds are opening again. Holes in time
that we can step through and beyond, where we can explore our human
capabilities. Regaining our luminous nature is a possibility today
for all who dare to take the leap.
The Andean shamans say,
"Follow your own footsteps.
Learn from the rivers,
the trees and the rocks.
Honor the Christ,
your brothers and sisters.
Honor the Earth Mother and the Great Spirit.
Honor yourself and all of creation."
"Look with the eyes of your soul and engage the essential,"
is the teaching of the Q'ero.
Prophecies of the Q'ero Inca Shamans
"Quetzalcoatl taught the ancients all the necessary skills to advance
their civilization, from mathematics and science to agriculture and
astronomy, as well as the famous Mayan calendrical formulae which
predicts the end of the world to be December 21st 2012. He taught the
people to live in peace and then moved on disappearing across the
sea, but he promised he would someday return. Unfortunately for the
ancient inhabitants of Mexico they mistook the arrival of the Spanish
conquistadors and Cortez in 1519 as Quetzalcaotl's return, bringing
about their tragic doom. Accepting them with open arms and treating
them with utmost reverence the ancient people expected their newly
arrived god to bestow great benevolence upon them. Instead the
Spanish invaders brought nothing but greed and brutality for their
The name Quetzalcoatl (ket-tsul'kwot-ul) means "plumed or feathered
serpent". We must certainly then mention the great ancient city of
Chichen Itza on Yucatan peninsula in Mexico. There, twice a year, an
amazing spectacle related to the feathered serpent god takes place:
"The Temple of Kukulkan (the Feathered Serpent God, also known as
Quetzalcoatl) is the largest and most important ceremonial structure
at Chichen Itza. This ninety-foot tall pyramid was built during the
eleventh to thirteenth centuries directly upon the multiple
foundations of previous temples. The pyramid is a store-house of
information on the Mayan calendar. ... The northern stairway was the
principal sacred path leading to the summit. At sunset on the vernal
and autumnal equinoxes, an interplay between the sun's light and the
edges of the stepped terraces on the pyramid creates a fascinating -
and very brief - shadow display upon the sides of the northern
stairway. A serrated line of seven interlocking triangles gives the
impression of a long tail leading downward to the stone head of the
serpent Kukulkan, at the base of the stairway." (Quetzalcoatl, Linda
So then, on these two very important dates, the vernal and autumnal
equinoxes, it appears that Quetzalcoatl is indeed present among his
people as the shadow of the serpent moves along the steps of the
Pyramid of Kulkulkan.
"This Power is placed in the triangular bone which is called as
sacrum, which means Greeks knew about this centre. They very well
knew about it, that's why they called it sacred, sacrum. In many
countries there has been a manifestation that they know about this
I happened to go to Colombia where I collected an authentic antique
copy of the antique necklace. The necklace had at its bottom a
Kundalini and even the earrings had the Kundalini, but, surprisingly,
it was from the Indians of America, though it is now kept in the
museum in Colombia. It was in America that people knew about
Kundalini, definitely absolutely in three and a half coil they had
done this pattern very well. Is very surprising that it was done even
before Columbus came here."
Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi
Philadelphia, USA — Oct 15, 1993
Dear devotees of the Great Mother,
Namaskaar - i bow to the Great Spirit that resides in you,
Due to the increasing traffic regarding the Mayan End Times 2012 at
i have obtained another domain name to cater for the various native
traditions who worship the Great Spirit/Mother and are waiting for
the ancient prophecies to be fulfilled.
Now the Divine Feminine of all traditions have been covered. May the
Great Spirit Mother within guide those conscious of Her and daring to
take the leap through Kundalini awakening to collectively help
humanity "emerge into a golden age, a golden millennium of peace."
regards to all,
Monday, May 7, 2007
They told me that their world was a place of love, culture and creativity where expression on so many levels with such exuberance, grace and acceptance for others was their calling.
It was so very beautiful that it's hard to explain.
I do have some faint memories of being on Andromeda and getting my orders to leave for Earth.
Also what Andromeda looked like during that war. I'm going to and meditate and try to enhance those memories to bring them out more. In the near future. For those interested.
I can still see my Andromedan family in my minds eye as I had to leave and they were waving goodbye. I am to return to them when my Karmic duties are finished here on Earth. I then will be free to return there and to move between my now soul Earth family also.
Honestly I can't remember now if it was a Dream or a Vision but I do distinctly remember how I came to earth for that first time after fleeing Andromeda. I was a man. I had a human body. I was white with black hair and dark brown eyes. People have always commented on my eyes dark eyes. My eyes are still dark now as they were then but my hair is lighter. It's funny though as I get older my hair is getting blacker with the silver coming in people keep telling me. My spirituality keeps focusing more also. I wonder sometimes if there is a connection?
I was in a small egg shaped Pod like craft. That was very shiny in the Sun. Too shiny and I can remember worry about it glinting and someone seeing it. It also was a dark teal like blue, with gold trim on it. The hatch lifted up but only half of it on the top over where I was sitting at the front where it was clear and I could see out of. When I got out of it I had to hide it. I worried about someone finding it. I knew and know now that these types of Pods can return to the ships that they come from but this Pod needed to stay on Earth so that it could not be traced. I also needed it not to be found here on Earth. I don't think I blew it up or anything like that but I wasn't worried about it being damaged as I knew I would be here for the duration and I wouldn't be using it again. I wonder if it still may be buried in the sand somewhere in the desert.
I got out and saw that I was wearing a dark navy blue and silver elastic like jumper on with a crest on the but I can't remember what it looked like. I went to the highest hill that I could find to look for people to steel some clothing and to ultimately find a new home and people to live with. I was in the Far East and I could see a small camp set up around a well. There were clothes around the well area and so I stole a long robe that I could put over my head to hide my face. My skin was so very pale and white that I think people at first glance of me thought I was Albino at first after awhile I must have darkened with the rays of the sun and blended in more.
I don't remember much more than that but as you can imagine I must have had a pretty good life knowing what I did and being advanced. I probably had a wife and children and did quite well for myself trying to fit in because if you remember I had to blend in and not make a stir. I could not be a Prophet or draw crowds. My mission was to hide. As the lifetimes passed I forgot my Andromedan heritage and was drawn into the Karmic ties of Earth and here I am :)
I have been told I have had approximately just under 100 lifetimes at this present Earth time they would represent past and future lives. As the lives we lives don't follow a linear path.
I have been hiding for all of the past lives from this present lifetime. That's a lot of hiding! All of this lifetime I have felt the need to hide away for some unknown reason of being found out.
Now with this channeling adventure and contact with one woman's reassuring woman's voice I was free to express myself on Earth, as a true Andremadan is meant to do.
Freely express myself :)
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
I Don't Channel Like Other People...
I decided to take a Channeling Course in 1998. It was on the last evening of the course and it was my turn to see how deep I could go with my trance Director at my side. Together, I eased myself down trance levels and could feel myself continually falling gently down growing heavier, as my awareness began to be uplifted, become buoyant, feathery and light. As my perception focused in on a pulsating vibrational, humming sound. I had made contact with something!
I smiled and told my director something is here!
It wasn't like the others in the rooms around me talking loudly with tones of friends voices that were known to me but speaking with accents and words unfamiliar.
My experience was that this vibrating humming sound was as if I had stepped into an area that I could not feel or see but only sense and hear. This space was full of activity BEings that were very busy working. There was movement. They were busy at computer type stations, different instruments making different sounds. I knew there were colours involved that came from the display screens of these stations and that the room was darkened because it flashed in greens and purples.
My thoughts and wandering senses were interrupted by a woman's voice who sounded very efficient and much like 7 of 9 from Star Trek.
She said, "Please lay still. We are monitoring you and bringing your systems up to optimum. We will be finished shortly. We mean no harm. "
I lay there with a confused look on my face as I say to my Director "I'm being scanned and brought up to normal. My systems are being brought back to normal.. and I stutter on the words. My director asks if I am alright. I reply that I believe so and that I want to continue."
She comes back to say, "We are from Andromeda. We will be done shortly and will explain. We are very surprised to have found you in this way. We had to be careful to make sure it was you before we revealed ourselves to you in this way. Your systems are now being corrected as much as we are able to at this time. You have been out of touch for so long that you are very deteriorated and there is only so much we can do at this point for you but this should help you and we will not lose you again!
We had thought we had lost you forever.
I had a buzzing feeling running up and down in my body and a lightness. I had been scanned before but this was much friendlier feeling. I was trying to explain to my Director what was happening to me as I tried to maintain my trance state and not lose my connection but she came back to explain more to me.
As she told me about my life and a war that the Andromedans were in with other planets. I felt I was getting more than her words as in an information download that more would be revealed to me later.
She said my soul originated on Andromeda and that I was a high ranking official in the Andromedan High Council. How there was a war so long ago and bad decisions were made by the governing Royalties of the day. If the leaders of the planet had to admit of the treachery that they had committed upon the other planets our planet would have fallen.
Being a Commander of a large fleet I took the blame for the deeds done and decisions made against the other planets where much destruction was committed and I fled. So as not having to face anyone and possibly having them find out I was deceiving them. I fled to the planet Earth Where at that time many feared to tread and I hid there. I was supposed to only hide until I could come home again but I got caught up in the Karmic ties of Earth and I have been here 'hiding' ever since. Incarnation after incarnation....
Apparently on Andromeda I still have family but I still have to complete the tasks of this souls life on Earth to free myself of the Earths Karmic ties. Then I will be able to go back there and be united with them.
She explained that they would be with me from now on. that my body suffers because my souls essence is not of Earths essence but they did the best to modify it to serve me the best.
With all of that influx of information. It only took me about 1 minute to understand everything completely and remember it to this day.
I felt them leave me and all the effects cleared right away.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
After being online I went to bed but wanted to meditate first. I immediately had this vision. Being concerned about it the next day I emailed the details to an email list I was on to ask others what they might think. This was on 1998-03-02.
I found myself in the middle of a mountain. It looked like it at one time had been a military installation or possibly it had been made by the military for this purpose for the aliens to use it
The following is taken from the email message:
I walked into an observation room. It looked like it had been cut out of the side of a mountain with a large rectangular protective window at the front. It seemed that at one time it would have been a U.S. military area but it had been abandoned and there were only a few citizens there. But these Citizens knew how to run all of the equipment. The man at the controls told me to 'Watch this!' He was very excited about what he was doing.
I'm not sure if it came down from the sky, up from the earth or just moved into our reality but there was a giant, golden sphere hovering over the desert area in front of us. It had squarish patterns embossed on it __--__ it hovered there for a few seconds. I felt afraid but the man said not to be and he was smiling. Just then it went slowly down towards the earth and started humming. The humming got louder until it reached a critical point and it looked like the sphere exploded but the sphere rose back into the air and was still in one piece... You know the clouds of dust that you see when there is a nuclear explosion? Well the same sort of clouds started to form but they were purple, a very spiritual purple, then turning to the sparkly white. It was like this orb generated all of this energy and then sent it out blasting, blanketing the earth.
From what I can understand it was purification, it would not hurt people but cause great change. I did have some worries as to what might happen to people that were not pure of heart; I felt that they might be hurt. That the pure of heart, the innocent would accept the energy and revel in it but those who are closed and full of fear would try and reject it. Thus causing themselves harm in the process and tearing their energy apart.
The Sphere the energy was not from earth. It was alien in nature. My impression was that it is something that the earth and we as humans have to go through. If there is or if there is going to be alien intervention it would be to get us ready for this process. So that human lives will be saved and as many as possible will be able to accept it and not reject it within themselves.
We are all One
After the changes on earth, assisted by the Aliens and Living with the Aliens on Earth.
The room was busy there didn't seem to be a shortage of people in need or distress. Chloe was busy behind her big old wooden desk. She tried to keep the office looking as pre change as she could. She kept bringing plants in to hang and put on desks. Plants were very strong in this density and had many natural healing powers. You didn't have to ingest them, you just had to be in their energy and you would have the same results in sharing the energy not taking it from one thing to be given to another. It also made her patients feel much more comfortable with familiar surroundings.
She chuckled at the thought of herself as being Retro. I don't think this is exactly what they had in mind with that phrase. But she still dressed in her jeans and natural fibered clothes. I guess even the so called adjusted ones still had some problems letting go of how it used to be. Many were going in for the new materials that were being manufactured daily, with the new alien technology. She treasured her old clothes and bought them from second hand shops. Nothing was being made anymore that would disturb the earth's ecology. So you could not buy new jeans. The earth had to recover just like the earth's population was trying to do. No more destruction of any sort just healing and rebuilding.
With any rebirth there is pain and the outcome is always worth it. What she did love are these new computers. All she had to do was tune into them and they would print out her thoughts. Each computer was attuned to the user. No more typing, no more spoken words just pure thought. Every thought, feeling came out with precise accuracy. When dealing with counseling and healing people it was a golden tool, to have. You just had to be careful not to daydream while the machine is on or it would record everything. A colleague of hers did this when they first came out and was a little bit embarrassed about what was on the screen when her director passed by.
With the ascension into the higher vibration we were all trying to get used to the lack of privacy. For many of us all we have to do is initiate, think of the other person and we know how they are doing. What they are feeling in general terms like being happy or sad. The receiver also knows that you are thinking of them and most initiators were startled when someone answered back. We were like children trying to get used to using a new toy or play a new instrument, with the heightened awareness. But because we all feel that we are one now, it's always based on love for the other person and ourselves. Our love flows out unconditionally for each other now. There is not one creation that we are not a part of now and responsible for. Of course it has always been this way but until one can understand and experience this it's too easy to explain away or ignore. That's the way we on earth used to be. Most of us are still learning what we are capable of and some like Chloe's patients are fighting it all the way. They simply were not ready for the changes. They didn't reject in the new thought but they were simply not sure and now are very afraid. They see this as a personal attack on themselves. They feel it as a loss of identity, a loss of ego, but in reality it is instead is a coming together of everything that is alive, anything that is made up of the energy of the creator. Once you can tap into this energy and know that you are a part of this energy than you can understand it. You become a co-creator and have the ability to manipulate it. Chloe knows this and has to be careful because she has the gift of being able to manipulate the energy or atoms in anything. The gift frightened her when she first became aware of it. If it's not used properly it can destroy the form of the energy. In other words she could take your arm and change it and if she didn't know how to put it back the right way. You would forever be changed that way. It was given to her one night as she was living as her higher self in her dreams, through her constant contact with the aliens before they became known on earth.
In her dream state she was living a life in another dimension. Some of the changes crossed into her living reality but she didn't have the skills yet developed to use them to her fullest extent. She was living with others as everyone was connected. Sometimes you didn't know where you began and the other person left off. It was during this time that the Star people were harvesting eggs from her and her higher density level family were being given life to. Many of the children did not survive some only lived for a short while but there was one girl, Jenny that lived many years. Chloe visited her many times aboard ships that stayed near the earth for the children sake. As the aliens who were here to teach us and learn about us at the same time found out, that the human side of these children needed the love of their parents. They were filled with emotion which the aliens had a hard time understanding as they had restricted their emotions over many years.
One hope that they did have was that by working with our race they would be able to lift us up to a higher density and we would be able to help them find the things they left along the way. We would be able to help them rediscover their own feelings. They didn't value them until they started their own raise in density and found that their experience at that level was lacking without them.
Chloe's office was still being set up and they were still being taught by the aliens who communicated with them from their home planets now with telepathy. On how to help people adjust. The one thing that remained the same about our human race was that they all had to believe that they could be healed. If they didn't take an active role in their own healing process, then no one could help them. That would mean that they would pass over to a lower density life to try again. We didn't want to lose anyone to the lower density, we know now that there was no death, energy never dies. It just changes form. But just by their being in this reality they were growing and going back would be a step backwards. They all knew this in their soul and if we could help them adjust they would have that knowledge.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Jenny and the Visit to the Ship
The night air was freezing. Chloe's hands were beginning to freeze to her icy gloves, as she climbed her way up to the top of the mountain. She had been called from her sleep to have contact with an Alien craft but for reasons that she didn't realize yet. They were making it very hard for her and the others to get to the craft. This felt very unusual and everyone was trying to talk to each other as they made the treacherous climb. Some had given up and were stuck on the side of the mountain.
She met one man who was out of breath and just could not go on. He took off his heavier leather gloves and gave them to her.
He said, "Go on! You can make it! I'll just wait here until they take me home" and smiled. "Say Hello to the children for me. I'll see them next time"
Chloe leaves her icy gloves behind and puts on the mans leathery ones with newer interest.
The children, so that's what this is all about.
Chloe's feeling exhausted at this point, still does not know if she can make it to the next few feet to the top of the mountain. Where the black craft was waiting but she is going to give it everything she's got.
Finally getting near enough to get a glimpse of the craft, this one looked different than she remembered. This one was much bigger and instead of the triangular shape, this one was rounder but it was hard to tell because of the bad weather conditions. As she crawled her way up she could see sort of a hatch hole opened on the bottom of the craft. There was a light beaming down from it and she could see people being lifted up into it. It was hovering kind of precariously at the mountain peak, it rose up and down and people were having trouble trying to get up and into the hatch, she could see. Some people fell out and others scrambled to help them. One larger man got in and started to pull everyone up that seemed to be working really well as Chloe got there. Finally she reached up into the hatch and another persons arm met hers and pulled her up into the craft.
A large burley man stood there helping her balance herself and moving her from the opening as she stared with amazement. They really all were humans.
They were all human parents of the hybrid children that were living onboard this large craft. This was a special time and the human parents were being allowed to come on board to spend some time with their children.
At this point I'm sad to say that this part of the original story was lost due to a computer virus several years ago. It does give me a chance to write from my current recall and to show you how the abduction experiences have integrated themselves into my life and thinking. [These experiences you never do totally forget]
I'm much more settled now and able to talk about what happened to me with other abductees. I do prefer the term abductee over experiencer. I'm still not open to share my experiences with the world or I would not be sharing these anonymously but just sharing these experiences, is a start.
And with that said, on to our true star children;
I felt really bad for the parents who could not make the trip up the mountain that night but the Mother Ship, and I don't mean to jest, as it was in all sense of the word. The Ship was very valuable. It had onboard all of our precious children that had lived. That had been born through all of our human pain and fears, through the Reptilians coercions, lies and embarrassments to their own young people. To give hope to a race of Aliens that I am sure now are genetically our brothers or possibly a branch of our human selves in a 'future' human civilization. So in fact we may be even helping ourselves.
We were all told to move away from the hatch area because the ship had been spotted by the Americans and they were on their way with jets to check us out. That could not happen and so we had to close the hatch, leaving parents behind and zoom off to where the larger ship would safe. I guess ships such as this one rarely come down so close to earth and that's why this event is seen as a 'special' event. As our interests change to where we are instead of where we had just come from.
We start walking towards a hallway ramp type area where a very human girl meets us with a techi clipboard; she had a whistle to get our attention and was very organized. She was wearing a jumpsuit, with an insignia on one side at the shoulder area. I can remember it now as outlined in gold, triangular with blue, pink and yellow on the inside, it's hazy but it was colorful in comparison to the more muted colours. She was full of emotions, very nice, happy we were there and we felt very welcome and well accommodated.
I'm going to call her our Organizer took us to a dorm area. There was one ramp for the entire area, that I could see, that was sectioned off into these dorm areas. There were many of these areas each suitable for about 6 people. We each had a locker, bed. We shared a shower, food area and sitting area. They didn't make any distinction as to men and women we were all mixed up. Some people, I could hear grumbling and complaining so they just changed areas, that wasn't a problem. I'm happy my job as being a helper in this case was over. I just stayed put. I didn't want to get lost. That was a big ship and I wanted them to know where I was! I was worried about time. It looked like we were going to be here for awhile but anytime anyone asked we were told not to worry it would be taken care of. So we all just went along with it. At this point we were more curious than anything and yes we were having a good time, finally. We were asked to clean up, there were jump suits in our lockers, have some food, get some rest.
Our Organizer said "Tomorrows going to be a big day! The children are very excited to see you!"
I think we all felt embarrassed knowing what we all had been through but we all settled down, watched some TV, talked it was very 'human'. They had gone to great lengths to make everything in this area of the ship look 'earthy'. The next morning the lights went on. We were asked to get up. Our clothes were all clean and pressed in our lockers. So we got dressed and went to the ramp. Our Organizer was standing on the ramp way with a group of little children of all ages. I didn't know which child was mine.
At this point I didn't know that any of the little fetuses that I saw had survived at all. The only hints through my life that I had was a vision I once had of Mary and when Mary told me that she would always watch over my children. She showed me three little children, I only have two. The other hint was many dreams of a little girl with long brown, curly brown hair during that time of the abductions.
The Organizer blew her whistle and all of the children came charging down the ramp. They knew who their parents were! And running into my arms came this very healthy but small, two year old little brown eyed girl, all dressed up in a red velvet dress. I looked at her and we were hugging each other and she said, "Mommy, I'm so happy you're here. I missed you."
I said, "What do they call you?"
She said, "Oh never mind that. You! Have to give me my real! name."
And so I named her Jenny.
After that I don't remember her really leaving my arms. I looked around at some of the other parents and children and it was obvious at the way that they were talking that they had been together and here before. From there we had a tour of their facilities. I'm sorry but I don't remember.
We went to school with our children for a 'day' I can remember being in one class. There was a screen with little benches in front of it. The children sat on the benches. Time works differently in space or with the Aliens anyway. Jenny mentally was far beyond what a scientist would be here on earth. It was amazing what her class was learning and she was so proud. They were learning that everything, multi dimensionally, universally <>
I don't remember much more about that encounter. I do know that I didn't have any missing time. I did feel 'spacey' and out of touch with the world for a few days after that. I felt very happy and had a connection to the joy of Jenny.
I only have one other recall memory of Jenny and that was in 2005. She was of the age of the Organizer. She was all grown up. Still that happy bubbly soul I remember. Jenny had chosen to stay on board the Mother ship to look after the babies because she understood how much emotional understanding and nurturing they needed. I felt proud because it's a very prestigious position to be looking after the hybrid babies directly. The last vision I had of her was of Jenny standing with her own clip board, in her jumpsuit, proudly smiling among her little baby charges all swaddled beautifully in little bassinettes. Just like you would see at one of our hospitals all beautifully cared for and as my view panned out I saw that the view of babies in bassinettes never ended. I had a very good feeling that for all of our sacrifices made. We the abductees/experiencers have saved a race of beings.
Back to physical reality, do I believe that I really have an alien daughter? I can't say for sure. I can tell you that I believe that these experiences that I had were real. I believe that she does exist on some plane of existence. I hope that some day we can all meet our Star children in the physical because on that day then we will know, for sure, that they are real and the rest of the world will know this too. I think that's the best we can hope for. I know that she is in my heart.
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Monday, April 9, 2007
Matter Manipulation 101
Chloe sat on the couch in her living room sipping coffee. It was early in the morning. Jim had left for work and she had a little bit of time before the children had to get up for school. The news was always so bad these days. Wars and rumours of wars, false prophets as the bible say. The earth seemed to be rocking on her axis, floods, storms, tornado's, fires and droughts. Chloe had experienced an earth quake for first time that she could remember in her life at home. This winter had felt like fall, for as long as she can remember the weather worked like clockwork in the area that she lived. But not this year the weather had felt like fall all winter long. The change was nice although she had no idea how it would effect the crops this year. Chloe and her family lived in a fruit belt and she wondered if the farmers would be in trouble this year. The last few years had been hard on them with the ice storms.
It seemed that every time you turned on the TV there was a new disease or an epidemic. People were passing over in mass numbers. She had read at one time that as we neared the end times that many would take their leave of this earth because they didn't want to be here when the changes came. Everyone was getting freaked out about the new Millennium some people think the world is going to end. Chloe in trying to understand her dreams had started to study New Age thought, which she found was not new at all but ancient. It was spirituality from many religions described in a new way so that we might understand better. She had also started to meditate, mainly to help alleviate the stress that she was under.
She saw every day that things that were beautiful and graceful were becoming more so and that the things of negative energy of power and corruption were getting stronger pulled the other way. She felt a need to take a stand for the light, even though most of her friends and the people she knew seemed to be floating along as if nothing was different. They could not see the mass changes going on around them. When they did they did focus and look, they were filled with fear and turned away to the structured comfort of their every day world, once more. In Chloe's world Earth's dire future was in her heart and mind awake and asleep. Chloe wondered if they had the same dreams, although they frightened her so much in the beginning. She was beginning to see that Earth does have a chance and that gave her a sense of comfort that everything was going to be okay. Chloe wasn't even afraid of death anymore after having had two near death experiences in life. She knew life went on.
In the next few weeks just as the earth whirled in the strains of rebirth, made her final decision to leave Jim. She packed up her children and herself and moved in with her father who lived on a little farm in the North. Her father was retired but raised chickens for the sheer pleasure of it and sold the eggs for a little pocket money. It was a quiet life with little distractions which appealed to Chloe very much at this time. The people of the town were different then most folks. Chloe found that as the earth changes continued on people of like mind would band together to give each other support. This little community that she lived in was no different than that, simple people that were spiritual seekers or Lightworkers. Most of them had out of body, near death, alien contact or alien abduction experiences. All of them were living in half a dream or higher states of consciousness at this time. The two realities that Chloe had been experiencing had slowly been meshing together. So when the call came in it was of no surprise.
The phone rang, Chloe answered. It was a call from the others of the light that the aliens were asking everyone to come to a meeting. The family got all excited and started to spread the word around, to people they knew. The meeting place was to be in a baseball field of a local park. Chloe and her family waited in anticipation to see just how many would arrive for the meeting. Some who have connections to her community had been contacted by phone. Others who lived far away were being lead there by intuitive thought. They opened up the farm to those traveling in from long distances. These people were so kind and friendly. Everyone knew how to work together because they were all tuned into each other.
All sorts of people trickled into town, some they know from other times, and some were newer and a little afraid. Some didn't even know why they had been urged to come there until they arrived and had everything explained to them. The crowd at Chloe's farm waited and shared stories of experiences and their expectations of the night to come. Some spoke in French and others in English but everyone understood what the other was saying as they were all connected on a soul level and language was no longer a problem. The higher vibration level was affecting them even more and they were all quite thrilled at how it felt. There finally gathered 150 people. They all gathered in the late evening in the late evening at a baseball field, all standing in a giant circle. Everyone held hands tight and looked to the skies.
The craft was huge and humming it came on top of them like a cloud. The soft white light came down and encompassed all of them. It felt warm and soft. Some of them felt the need to go in the middle of the circle of people. Chloe did. Those on the middle had a rainbow of colours swirling around them. Lifting them off of the ground and putting them back down gently. They were all euphoric. They all collapsed onto the ground when the colours stopped but they were alright. Chloe lay on the ground feeling wonderful. She felt the old hurts fading away, she felt elated and full of unconditional love, fully accepted and wanted. She didn't want this feeling to ever end. She had a vision of her Mother who had passed over some years before. Her Mother was telling her things, giving her advice. She showed her a heart that looked like a valentine, with writing on it. Chloe tried hard but she could not understand. Her Mother became frustrated and wiped the letters off of the heart and then faded away.
The next thing that Chloe knew she was back at the farm. People had been up all night. No one could sleep; everyone was vibrating with energy and enthusiasm. Some were having a party dancing and laughing. Others were being quieter in discussions but everyone was sharing in some way.
Chloe phased out and found herself sitting on the floor in the bathroom. She wondered if she hadn't been feeling very well after the events of the night and someone had lead her into the bathroom. She couldn't remember. She started to draw with her finger on the floor. To her astonishment her finger went right through the floor. Her fingers could cut right through the ceramic tile on the floor, like butter. She dug a hole with her hand through the concrete slab and into the dirt.
She thought "Wow! This is amazing!"
She went into the shower stall and tried on the tiled walls. Again, fingers went straight through and she pulled the wall down. She tried the ceiling breaking through the drywall, tiles and finally into the pipes that ripped apart and water started to fall from the ceiling. She them realized that she was destroying the place and screamed for help. A woman came in and shut off the water and cleaned it up. She told Chloe to show the others what was happening to her.
With this ability came wisdom that Chloe could only show this to certain people. She could tell when they were affected too. So she showed them how to do it. Starting on something soft like the back of a vinyl chair that was stuffed, then drywall. You had to tune into and match the vibration or the feeling of the chair or your fingers wouldn't go through anything. She had to be careful or she would get lost in the feeling and get carried away. She was demonstrating and joking and ripped apart the top of a woman's dress on her back and she continued onto her shoulder ripping the woman's skin apart before Chloe noticed. The woman was laughing because it doesn't hurt when it's happening. But the after affects are the same as any surgery or wound.
Chloe wasn't sure what or why she had been given this ability. She found it to be quite a curious thing but knew that the value of this learning was in knowing how to tune into another person's or objects vibration. The ability was to become 'One' with another, like they were experiencing this weekend. They all figured out that they were being given a small glimpse of how it would be when the earth changes had been fully realized. When we all are aware of our own energies, vibration and then able to tune into others, therefore being able to communicate on that very natural level.
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Saturday, April 7, 2007
Matter is matter its just energy, vibrating, like we are. The same as anything is, in our energy grid here on earth. To move through a wall, we just have to change our energy pattern to be the same as the wall and then move into the wall and then out of the wall . Then change back to ourselves. Maybe I should explain it more there too.
It's sort of like the Matrix with a bit of editing: when the boy was bending a spoon: "Your spoon does not bend because it is just that, a spoon. Link yourself to the spoon. Become the spoon and bend yourself."
I enjoyed the Matrix because they were close to what's happening. They were so very close, but not quite right but just enough to get me excited about it:)
Check out my spoons!
I do use my fingers and hold them but don't use any force.. then I spin them around like butter
....and my fork.. I'm proud of my Fork.
It's not hard, anyone can learn to do it. I like it because it's a physical manifestion of working energy.
I really want to bend butter knives... mentally they are harder for me for some reason.
My friends knew this one little 4 yr old boy that used to bend Tire Irons lol what a nut:)
Monday, April 2, 2007
Chloe came into realization in the Dreamscape world, as she found herself walking around this darkened room. This was rather unusual since she associated the Star people with that brilliant white light that they use to see in our lower vibration. The floors were metallic and there was an examination table sitting in front of her. She wondered why they had left her alone in here. The instruments had been put away and it looked like everyone had finished for the night.
Everything looked so cold but when she touched the table it was very warm, the air was heavy and the thought of it made her choke a little. It was hard to see but her eyes started to adjust a little more so that she could see the rows of small cubicle containers covering the one wall. They were rectangular and almost looked like little fish tanks that you would see in a pet shop. She went over closer to the containers and saw that each container had a fetus in it. She felt a tug in her stomach for these little babies but she wasn't really upset. Just saddened as she saw that they were gently floating around in a clear fluid and they were all alive but in an embryonic stage. Their skin was grayish green, their arms and legs were long and delicate just like the aliens.
"A nursery??" "What a way to be born. Where is their mother..." she wondered as she went up to them to take a closer look.
She wanted to look into their eyes to see if they had any recognition of her. She was oddly relieved to find that the first and second baby had large black alien eyes. As she moved down the row she noted there was a human element to them, also. There heads were smaller than an aliens'. Their facial expressions had a familiarity to her and their bodies were much longer. Their little finger movements around their faces reminded her of her sons' ultrasound when he was only a few months old.
Coming to the end of the row she stopped and got a closer look at this one who had more human form. She looked into its eyes as it blinked in her direction with its crystal blue eyes, human eyes. Then she knew. Then she knew why they had let her be alone in here with all of them. They were her children. All these months of her hormonal troubles in her awake life started to make sense as they flashed into front of her awareness. A fire started to rise from her gut, her cheeks flared hot red. She wanted to break each one of them out of the containers and destroy them before their lives could go on any longer. Each one of them, little victims and she was powerless over their fates. As they sit there enclosed before her eyes, she started to sob and in her confusion, all she could ask herself is why.
She slumped onto the floor in a corner, facing the back of the room. Feeling so powerless over the situation she didn't know what to do next. After a while she grew numb and didn't care. A cool breeze of fresh air took her mind off of the situation for a moment. She looked to where the breeze was coming from and saw a door at the back of the room. Little noises beckoning her from there became louder.
"Crickets?" she mumbled to herself. "What are those little people doing to my head now" cursed.
She struggled up off of the floor but feeling very weak and her knees kept buckling beneath her. She moved toward the door peering into the adjacent room and could not believe what she saw aboard this sterile and metallic ship. The room expanded as far as her eyes could see. It was a beautiful lush green forest with a stream running through it and tall old pine trees that were all but gone now on earth. It looked just like home in its full perfection, it felt just like earth on a cool summer's night. A few feet in front of her, gurgled a little waterfall. She walked over to the waterfall and sat on a large rock that made the falls itself. She took off her shoes and socks and put her feet in the moving cool water. She leaned back and smiled at the familiar stars and full moon that graced the sky. "I honestly can't tell the difference" she thought.
"Why have they done all of this" she was having such mixed emotions but the scene was so perfect that she relaxed.
"It's for the children" the low voice was familiar. She turned back to look at the doorway and William was standing there.
"The Star people are starting to understand human emotion. It's taken them so long but they are starting to realize what these children will mean to them. They also understand now what sacrifices you and the others' have made for them. They didn't count on their experience of pain in their own emotional rebirth. They actually seem grateful", Williams voice trails off into silence. Chloe sighs and shakes her head. Deep down a sense of knowing bubbles up inside of her. This place feels very familiar and she can't shake the feeling that somewhere at sometime in spirit she has agreed to let this all happen.
Williams's voice breaks her thought. "This is for you, for the children, for the new emotional ties that have been made. It's a little show of affection. So that you may start think of our home, as yours also. We understand that much healing has to be done." Williams's voice becomes very weak. "Can you ever forgive me, Chloe? I feel so responsible for all of your pain. I could not protect you no matter how hard I tried. I had made promises that I had to keep, also."
He waited for her answer but the silence was too much for him to bear, "Chloe?"
Chloe slowly replied, "I can't hold anyone else responsible for this but myself and them. I am responsible.... aren't I? Please tell me there is a greater cause at work, here... because there is so much involved, I'm having a very hard time trying to understand. I am responsible for those little lives in there. But I feel that I cannot touch them in every sense of the word." as she stares at the doorway.
William comes closer to Chloe and sits gingerly beside her on the rock. He moves the damp hair from her eyes and puts his arm around her. His emotions of sadness and regret boil over onto her and she can feel that he is truly sincere. She feels that his touch is wrapping her in a soft warm blanket. She relaxes again and starts to cry. He holds her close and she can feel his heavy energy moving through her, flowing over her like ripples down her back. It was the first time she had felt this…
He was crying also.
Chloe was not sleeping very well these days. She kept waking up after having these dreams of trying to hold and love these long, thin gray babies. In her dreams she would try and rock them but they never seemed to fit right in her arms. They were slippery and always fell from her crashing onto the floor, no matter how tight she tried to hold onto them. She was so afraid that she'd hurt them. She would search for them on the floor they would disappear and she would wake up feeling sad and frustrated. Like there was a part of her missing and she just could not hold on to it, no matter how hard she tried.
Chloe also noticed a growing fear of other people's babies. She's always loved children but for some reason now she was becoming afraid of holding tiny babies.
After some time the fear grew into these irrational fears that she might drop and step on babies. It always had been a joy to put a blanket on the floor, baby in the middle with toys and with the adults gathered around so everyone could watch the baby play while they talked. Now this was a sight of horror! All she could think of was Get, the baby off the floor!!
Sometimes she'd break out in a sweat. She could not talk to the others.
A pleasant human, family, experience, now made horrific.
She added it up to not feeling very well and being ill. The stress of dealing with an abusive husband as he now had become was getting too much for her. It's not like they never had any good times but the bad times were starting to outweigh them. Her menstrual cycles were not regular. She was missing many of her periods they called it early menopause but the usual PMS was constant. She had been given pills to bring on her period but they gave her migraines and she could not take them. She felt down, moody and lonely. She thought that the doctors were starting to think of her as a hypochondriac they never could find anything wrong with her and sent her on her way lecturing her about the effects of stress and weight gain.
"It's getting really weird" she thought to herself.
"Here I am dreaming of babies and I really am feeling like I'm pregnant, all of the time. Buts that's impossible Jeff had a vasectomy years ago."
She also noted not to mention this to Jeff or he might have suspicions of her monogamy. "He'd love to use that one against me at any opportunity he might have."
"It's all so insane"
She would never do anything to jeopardize her marriage to Jeff. She loved him way too much for that, but why she loved him that much she was beginning to wonder.
It all came to a head one afternoon when Chloe began to have severe cramps. She hadn't had a period for many months. She started to have some bleeding and also started to pass what looked like pieces of thin torn pink tissue. She started to get scared and called her doctor but all the receptionist would say is if you are worried about it go to the hospital. Chloe at this point was so freaked out with her dreams and everything else she had been going through. She had no one to talk to about it all, that she did not want to go the hospital for fears that they'd think she was insane. She thought she'd ride it out at home whatever it was. The cramping and bleeding got worse through the afternoon. Chloe called a trusted family member who gave her reassurance and support until the cramps grew very severe that she ran to the bathroom and finally passed a tumor? It was the size of a golf ball and looked like cauliflower; it was pink and purple and had its own vein structure through it. Normally Chloe would have scooped it up and taken it to the lab but she was so upset and scared out of her mind, at what it might be at this point that she flushed it down the toilet, never to be seen again. Out of sight, out of mind, she thought. Now all my troubles will be over. Surely this was my trouble all along. A few days rest and everything will be back to normal, now. but that wish was not to be.
Current Narrative 2006:
What Chloe didn't understand at this point is that she was just remembering, having recall, of alien abduction/intervention that had been happening in her life since the age of 16. Chloe was an active participant in a repopulation program for the Grays as we call them, to genetically engineer a body, a hybrid that they will be able to incarnate into. These new grays will be a Human, Reptilian, Gray mix.
Now cumulating to the point of an ending and of success in her and Williams participation. She was remembering on her own and because of the extent of this the Star people were showing her more of their involvement. With the hope that she might relay this message back to the people of the earth.
So that others who so also have memories might understand what a wondrous, life giving, gift they have given to the many generations of the Grays of the future.
As to Williams's involvement further recall has shown that Williams forced participation was more damaging to his life than it was to Chloe's. His involvements in an Extraterrestrial movement to Guard Earth from Intruders resulted in his death.
2006 Current Narrative:
This was written in projection as the aliens have shown me the future would be getting closer to the years 2010 and 2012. These years are key years according to the aliens for our world to bring change.
This entire document was written in 1991 about experiences that started happening in 1989 long before 911. I want you to see and experience it how I saw it and the only way I could think of doing it was in this way. Now in my writing, I will let you know when I am having an actual abduction/experiencer event. The rest is my own physical life events, emotions, reactions to the events or information implanted by the Aliens.
Now in my writing I'm comfortable calling them 'the Aliens' which I found interesting upon rereading.
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Saturday, March 31, 2007
This is My Story, that I would like to share with you.
It's about my journey here on earth and some of my experiences that have left lasting impressions on my life and my beliefs. Looking back my life has felt very difficult and so I am trying my best to offer help and support to others who may find themselves in the same situations. I hope that by sharing some of my experiences with you. You may find some peace in your heart knowing that you are not alone, in this abduction, experiencer, and contactee, journey with off world beings or aliens. Hopefully it may answer a few questions.
For others, it may satisfy a curiosity but know this, it is all real. Dimensions mesh and it's hard to differentiate between them. This scenario is happening to people all over the world and for the most part these people are silent, ashamed, in their own fears of persecution.
I channel direction from Andromeda: The story is good and it tells a tale of differences that caused war. These same differences are happening on the earth right now. We came to try and help the earthlings no get into war the way we did. There are many races of aliens on earth at this time trying desperately to stop the impending doom that may follow. We are here in thousands; many of us are not awake enough to be effective. We can try to wake those others up by printing such stories, such as yours/ours. The time has come to provide changes in thought form and pattern to those we love. They will deny this at first but then after time they will come to know this is truth.
Chloe was sound asleep in her bed. She had been very busy that day with her two children. They are both young boys and never seem to have a lack of energy or enthusiasm. Trying to keep them quiet and good, so that they wouldn't be a bother to their father was a constant task. She was very patient by nature but her husband Jeff was not. He now was snoring loudly beside her, sleeping very soundly as he usually did, after an evening full of drinking. Her nagging problem is that the quantity of beer he drank seemed to be increasing night after night. His moods were changing too and many times she had problems understanding why he got so mad at them, all of the time. The stress that she felt from day to day was almost overwhelming, but she tried very hard to keep everyone together. She was really good at keeping things seemingly 'normal' from day to day. As long as she could hold on, she knew everything was going to be okay.
She felt herself slowly sliding into a reality. I can't say that it was the same reality that she lived her life in with her husband and children. This definitely was not a dream; in fact it felt more real than life itself. She felt whole, balanced and in tune, with her inner self. There was a power about her and she almost felt as if she were vibrating with enthusiasm. She was herself and as she looked around the darkened shed. These frightened, disoriented people with her seemed to be 'in their own', also. She wasn't as scared as the rest just a little disoriented. She felt the cool summer breeze come through the cracks in the walls, which made her cheek feel cool and damp and ran a chill up her spine. It was refreshing as she tried to wake up and stay with what was happening to her and those with her. She took a deep breath and listened to the wind rattling the leaves on the trees outside of the shed. She wondered what the sky looked like tonight and somehow remembered that it was a really clear night and the moon was shining brightly. At least she thought she remembered but she didn't remember how she got here. For only a few moments ago, it seemed, she and the rest had been sleeping comfortably in their own beds. Her attention was drawn to the people sitting with her, waiting. They all looked familiar to her, as if she had been with them before. In fact, they were a small group of familiar faces that had been with her many times before.
There was a woman sitting in the corner, poor thing was very afraid. Her short, dark hair was tousled and she was wearing a cotton house dress. Chloe looked down at her favorite pair of jeans and ran her hands over them as she realized that she was also dressed in her favorite comfy clothes and started to relax again. Just then, the man across from her cleared his throat and startled her back. He was wringing his hands and talking quietly to himself. He looked like he was a business man with his suit pants on and his styled gray hair. She knew he was the type of person that was always in control and he was trying to reassure himself that this was all a dream. She sighed, understanding that this experience wasn't going to be explained away so easily. But she knew that she had to get herself together because they would be coming for them soon and it was up to her to keep everyone together. It was up to her to keep everyone safe. "If anything happened to them it would be her fault, not theirs." this strange crystal clear voice ran through her head. She wasn't, at this point quite sure who was coming but she had great respect for them, mixed with a little fear.
The shed door opened and a little being appeared in the doorway. "Are they all ready?" he asked. Chloe looked around but realized that no one else had heard him. She was waiting for someone else to speak up. The little being looked directly at Chloe and asked her directly, "Are they ready to go?"
She looked around and spoke to him, as he had spoken to her, without words, but as plain as day in her head. "As ready as they'll ever be" she said.
"Okay we're ready, lead them out", he answered, looking relieved that Chloe was finally understanding him.
Chloe motioned for everyone to get up. As everyone stood she caught a glimpse standing behind the "little man" as she then perceived him. All dressed up in what you might describe as a lumberjack outfit. He had on a cap, checkered jacket and shirt, kaki pants held up by suspenders and boots. She almost started giggling but stopped quickly as 'the gray' turned around and distinctly gave her a 'look' that he wasn't very happy that she was giggling at his appearance.
Chloe then spoke up and told everyone to follow the man, through the forest to the landing site. She felt her stomach drop at the size of the craft. It always amazed her at how large the craft was. I mean in the air it looked really small but when it was sitting on here on earth, it was huge. It was a flat black in colour. It almost seemed not to have colour but her eyes registered it as black. It was triangular with large windows on the long, back end, with a point to the front and both back sides. Beings of different sizes were standing at the windows and some were even waving. That seemed to be a little peculiar to her, at the time. But there was an entire society on board, hundreds of beings doing their daily jobs, just like we do on earth.
In a breath, she slipped into the dreamscape that the others were seeing. It was hard not to do this, especially when she had these feelings of apprehension. The aliens use a dreamscape to calm the abductee. It was a little scenario that was familiar to them so that they wouldn't panic when they saw the craft. This time they were using a walk through the forest and the image of a large apartment building. They made them feel like they were escaping something and that way everyone ran into the building, to safety or rather the ship. Chloe took a few deep breaths and tried to fight the dreamscape.
She had to keep it together; everyone was counting on her to make sure this all goes smoothly. "Okay let's go!" she shouted there's the apartment, we'll be safe there. They all ran in a line in to the front doors of the building. I motioned to the elevators. "Yikes!" she thought they made the buttons fluorescent green and triangular. It looks a little different but no one seems to notice, unless they remember the dream. They'll wonder why the green buttons.
In the beginning of remembering Chloe used these little 'hints' to remember much about her abduction experiences. It was almost like the aliens wanted them to remember a little bit about their experiences but there was never enough proof to actually prove anything. The elevator doors whooshed open and everyone hurried into the elevator car. With the light shining so brightly she was able to count everyone. There were seven of them, eight including her. They all looked a little relieved figuring they were going to be led to safety. She didn't exactly know what they wanted these people for. Remembering what she had been through with these little people, although she never really understood, why. She did know anything that was being done was very important and anyhow, how were, we going to stop them? The doors opened and an alien met them to take them down the hall.
The lights were even brighter now. Coming in from the dark forest, it was hard to look without squinting. The floor felt soft like carpets and the walls were a gray colour. Everything looked prefab, with the same gray but in different intensities. Their escort was wearing a white battle suit and was carrying a weapon. It looked like a gun of sorts. The dress up here is usually a bit more causal and Chloe is curious as to what is going on. As they are being let into the room, Chloe asks what is with the suits. He explains that there is an uprising going on. They expect that sometime that night the opposing forces will try and take over their ship. So they are on high alert, just in case anything happens and that is also why everyone seems to be a little worried and short tempered.
The room is full of chairs and tables for them to sit at. As it usually happens they are taken away one at a time and brought back before they are dropped off at home. Chloe's job is to keep everyone relaxed until it's their turn and help those that come back feeling any trauma. She uses soothing words and an energy that seems to emanate from her body to help the others. Tonight it's not an easy task. Noise fills the halls and footsteps hurtle by the door. Everyone jumps when they hear the troops coming and then relax again as the footsteps echo down the hall. She gets the impression that they are looking for someone, searching. Maybe they have been invaded. Chloe's concerns turn to the others and herself. Now she is worried what will happen to them.
"I don't think the intruders will have much use for us humans", she mutters to herself, as she runs her hands down the back of the dark haired woman, smoothing her energy.
But it's not helping much the woman starts to visibly shake. The woman bolted up and started running for the door, sobbing and screaming.
In a panic Chloe grabs her and takes her way from the door, holds her by the shoulders and implores to the woman, "If you go out there I can't be responsible for what might happen to you. "Looking into the woman's' dark eyes, "Do you understand? I've never helped in a situation like this before; it feels as if they are at war! I will do everything in my power to keep you safe, please calm down", Chloe hugs the woman and she begins to calm down.
She explains to everyone that they just have to wait. Maybe they'll be taken back home, early.
The door, to the room opens slightly and in slips a very tall, grayish green alien man. At least Chloe knows this is a male and he is so beautiful that he literally radiates. He looks reptilian in contrast to their smoothed skinned captors. His limbs are long and slender; his legs don't look like they'd be strong enough to hold his weight but when he moves he is more graceful than anything she's ever seen.
Her eyes light up as he looks at her and motions with his fingers, "Shhhh...". He smiles at her but speaks to all of them, "I think they're looking for my friends", he chuckles. "They have them running after them all over the place" he grins. "This is good for you because in this confusion, you can all escape."
"Escape?" everyone questions.
Abductees always have these fleeting random thoughts of getting the hell out of there but it never seemed like a safe possibility.
"Yes! Escape!" He seemed endeared by the looks of astonishment on all of their faces. "I'm what you would call a double agent. I work with those on this ship but my heart lies elsewhere, in the freedom of the light. I don't agree with their forced human experiments. They have you here, not of your own free will, but lay claim to some forgotten promises. I'll help you to get back home as soon as we have a chance."
"Wait! That's very dangerous, especially for you", if you get caught they'll kill you.", At that moment Chloe didn't care about her own well being. She felt that if he was killed she would be losing part of herself.
With that thought she realized that she knew him. She had known him for many lifetimes and his name was William. "If we, get caught they'll just hold us here longer and do more experiments." she sighs.
"Why do you worry about me, Chloe? If something happens to me, will you miss me?" he teases knowing that she is only half aware at this time and subtly under the Star People's anesthetic control.
This is good right now, because he doesn't know exactly what his friends are up to. They may be planning an act of sabotage on board the ship, which made it very dangerous to have these humans on board and if Chloe knew fully his identity, he knew she would not leave him. He didn't comprehend their gross negligence for human life. "I'll be okay, the important thing is for me to get you all back home. There is a landing bay not far from here. It has little pods that will take you back to wherever you are from on earth. Just tell me where home is for each of you and I will program the pod to take you there. Each pod will hold two of you. We have to be very quick and organized to do this. It won't take long for them to catch onto, us. Is everyone ready?" he asks.
Everyone agrees and tells him, exactly where they want to go. He walks to the back of the room, presses a button and a secret door slides open. It enters into a darkened area. It almost looks like it's a service area. He motions for us all to follow. They quickly run after him. There are almost no suggestions affecting us now. Everyone realizes where they are and that they need to get home right away. After moving down a few of these hallways they come to a landing bay full of these little black pods just as he has said. Chloe makes sure they all get into the pods, two by two, as William sets them on their way. The last pod awaits her. William hurries over to her and hugs her.
"I've missed you", he breathes. No longer is he using words but he is affecting her through emotions and images that flood through Chloe's mind and soul. She holds him tight and as she runs her hands down his back she can feel large bumps that she was not expecting, she hesitates as the images of his reptilian different ness invade her mind. She lifts her head and gazes into his eyes to find the familiar soul once again and as she looks into his eyes all her hesitations melt into the familiar love that she feels. He smiles at her because he understands that the only time that they are together is when Chloe is in this altered reality which is very confusing for her.
The mind controls that the Star People use to block out remembrances of these altered events also complicate this matter. He has been trying to break through into her awake reality to be with to her, in her own natural state but it only seems to cause fear. Chloe can sense him when he is near. She feels him standing behind her or she looks when he walk into the room she is in but she cannot see him. He tries to communicate with her, sometimes she feels him touch her but he can see that she is unnerved when this happens. He tries to project his love to her and she will feel goose bumps run up and down her arms but she doesn't realize that it is him. For her awake self up to this time has never met William.
The sound of guards moving closer to them invades their privacy. "Time to go love"; as he kisses her one last time. "In you go", He opens the pod and she gets in.
William quickly sets the controls and the pod floats down into the darkness. He opens the control panel, so that when the guards finally enter the room. They see him doing his work and hear him complaining that someone has tampered with the panel and taken all of the pods. The guards shrug and know that there's nothing they can do at this point but wait until the pods come back to the ship after delivering their cargo.
Chloe wakes up abruptly from her deep sleep, staring at the bright white light fading from the bedroom window. With the loud sound of honking buzzers whaling in her brain, just like an old submarine when it's on alert. Bright colours are swirling around the room red, blue and green. Feeling certain terror, she tries to scream. Rich sounds fill her head but no sound will come out of her mouth. She tries to thrash her arms and legs but she is paralyzed. She cannot move anything except for her eyes. As tears stream down her cheeks she closes them, to try and hide away from all of action and then opens them again when the sound of the buzzers begins to die down.
The colours fade and then disappear with a static crackling sound in her ears. She relaxes again closes her eyes and listens to the normal soft sounds of the house at night and falls back asleep. She wakes up again in a startle, tries to move and is relieved that she is back to normal again. Her head is still spinning from the memories of her dream and she shudders at the experience that has just happened to her. It's 4 am in the morning and she feels wide awake. So she decides to get a snack and a drink of milk to settle her down.
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